Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Bummed out

The job hunt continues-- I got word back finally that i didn't get the freelance jobs I was not wanting/yet needing and therefore wanting. SIGH!!! I feel like this is an endless battle of never going to get a job saga. But on the other hand, if I didnt work in advertising anymore, I wouldn't be devastated (well at the moment I feel that way). The endless hours, stress to be the next best..etc. It's a tough life. Super fun, but tough. Maybe this is the chance to try something new and together with Guillermo.

I got excited this morning brainstorming a study abroad idea that G and I had, with Kelley. We talked out some cool features and potential options on how it can work. I will share the thoughts with G later. It seems like a tough road ahead but hopefully filled with success.

As far as diet goes-- well, always something that stands in my way. I don't mean to blame or make excuses but when someone is always sick every other week- it's hard to keep up with exercise. I was sick yesterday and today i want to work out, yet still feel it's probably best to rest.

Maybe I'll feel better later to go. I need to really make this a priority.

We took pictures in the park the other day and I would be lying if I said I didn't photoshop some chub flub out. I cringe at the pictures of me for the most part and see my "skinner" self in there somewhere. She needs to be found, and soon.

That said- for breakfast, I had:
2 small tiny muffins I made: pts 4

Heading to lunch with G and his friend yuki today-- not sure what we'll be eating. Will try to make healthy choices. As weight watchers says, take each meal at a time.


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