320 days left and I didn't work out today. Sigh.
However, I got quite a few things done--- even this blog entry (as I'm watching The Knights Tale. Go Heath Ledger... you change your stars!)
On that note, I guess in theory I'm trying to change my stars too. Trying to change what you think is your path. I am going to change my habits and try to be healthy and look great for the wedding. I'm using the wedding as inspiration of course. On a professional front as well, I guess I'm in the middle of a shift in stars too. It's been hard adjusting to seeing work as "just a job" and a "way to make money".. when I've always been about not being happy until I get to the agency where I was made to be at. Maybe that exists, and maybe it doesn't.
Having met Guillermo, my priorities have shifted and my dreams have come true. I will want and do need a career/creative outlet. But I feel I'm on the cusp of being ok if that isn't exactly how I previously envisioned it to be. In other words, who knows if I want to be an Art Director for ever. Maybe... maybe not. Maybe I'll help Guille invent something awesome, or open up a studies abroad school...or who knows what lays ahead.
In the short term, I have 320 days left until my feet step at the start of the aisle and leads me down the journey of life with Guillermo-- wherever that may take us.
So, tomorrow, is Zumba at 9:30am. I'm in. Here I come zumbaaaaaaa!!!
AAAIY CHII MAMA
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